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[NOW]

by nathan spoon

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           a word     is appearing

on your right hand     and again

on your left hand     [now] the same word

is shining on your forehead

 

in the beginning of the idea     before

you were what you     [now] are

a figure     almost a being of sorts

differentiated as you

                                     before you settled

 

to watery simulacrum     breathing in

and out     you moved your fingers and toes

on the banks of a burbling river

                                                      then when

we met I became you and you became

 

who I was

                     [now]

                                   we are here

 

[now] we are back from the dead

[now] we are disturbing and overwhelming

whatever it is we are doing     [now]

we don’t remember     forgive us

 

as antlers emerge     out of air

and when nobody is looking     we

are brittle as the earth under

the double vastness of northern sky

Nathan Spoon is an autistic poet with learning disabilities whose poems appear or are forthcoming in American Poetry Review,

Columbia Journal, The Cortland Review, Gulf Coast, and Poetry. His debut collection, Doomsday Bunker, was published in 2017.

He is editor of Queerly.

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The American Poetry Journal (APJ) is back and online only for now! Theresa Senato Edwards has taken over the reins as of April 21, 2025. Unfortunately, Theresa did not get much info on past submissions, except that all submissions were responded to. She queried about the anthology, chapbook, full-length submissions, and any upcoming online issues; but the same response was given to her: that all submissions were responded to. Theresa was not able to obtain access to the old APJ Submittable account either. She requested access but was told that the APJ Submittable account was unavailable. Theresa was not a part of the mess that transpired from 2022 to 2024, approximately. And she is sorry that she doesn't have additional news about much of the past submissions as well as submission fees. She asked for financial statements but was not given any. For now the website has been updated with issue and review archives, and we will go from there. Theresa apologizes that she doesn't have more to share and hopes that all her literary citizenship and fine literary reputation over the years will help APJ move positively forward, despite all the disappointment. Theresa will try her best to regain APJ's transparency, passion, and commitment to poets and poetry.​

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