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Before it Breaks

By Dara Laine

                                 

Sideoats grama droops

only on one side—

a tilt unseen

until the light flickers

across its tilted stem.

 

The line collapsed.

Only so many clicks—

Grandpa said

that’s all a thing can take

before it breaks.

 

I wanted to believe

he’d be okay.

Not a lie—then—

but close enough

to blur the edges.

 

The grass curved.

The hours tipped sideways.

I slipped—

foot caught in raised roots—

nothing strong enough

to stop the drift.

 

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Before it Breaks - Dara Laine
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Dara Laine (she/her) is a poet and evaluator based in Baltimore, originally from a hay farm in New Jersey. She returned to poetry after the sudden death of her father. Her work explores grief, memory, and the sacred ordinary through restrained lyricism, domestic detail, and spiritual undercurrents.

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The American Poetry Journal (APJ) is back and online only for now! Theresa Senato Edwards has taken over the reins as of April 21, 2025. Unfortunately, Theresa did not get much info on past submissions, except that all submissions were responded to. She queried about the anthology, chapbook, full-length submissions, and any upcoming online issues; but the same response was given to her: that all submissions were responded to. Theresa was not able to obtain access to the old APJ Submittable account either. She requested access but was told that the APJ Submittable account was unavailable. Theresa was not a part of the mess that transpired from 2022 to 2024, approximately. And she is sorry that she doesn't have additional news about much of the past submissions as well as submission fees. She asked for financial statements but was not given any. For now the website has been updated with issue and review archives, and we will go from there. Theresa apologizes that she doesn't have more to share and hopes that all her literary citizenship and fine literary reputation over the years will help APJ move positively forward, despite all the disappointment. Theresa will try her best to regain APJ's transparency, passion, and commitment to poets and poetry.​

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